Serenity
All the circles in a line are in the middle of serenity.
I watch over it, enjoying watching it sitting there peacefully.
As I watch, I ponder about how refreshing it would feel.
I go to the edge of serenity and dive in.
I feel it touch my fingers first, then my arms, then my hair, then my legs then my toes.
I take it all in.
I drown in it.
The only thing left of this beautiful serenity,
Is the ripples of my problems,
The ripples of my sorrows,
And the ripples of living
All left behind me.
And I drown in serenity while the ripples fade away.
Hands
I'm walking down the infinite aisle of cherry blossom trees all alone.
I'm watching couples interlace fingers feeling warmth,
When all I feel is a chilling breeze floating through the holes of my fingers.
I look down at my hand, singular and cold,
And I wonder about the day a pair of hands will close the empty spaces of my fingers and make my hands warm again.
As I wonder, I hope, I dream, I pray
That those hands will be there soon
Because I need them.
The road of cherry blossoms is about to end,
And I'm still by myself.
He's over there
He's over there he's at the place where she's sleeping while I'm tossing and turning without him.
He's over there he's at the place where she's surrounded by people while I'm feeling alone without him.
He's over there he's at the place where she has people who love her while I'm standing here, in the rain, unloved.
He's over there he's at the place where she has people she can count on while I have no one I can trust.
He's over there he's at the place where she has faith while I'm sitting here, hoping.
He's over there he's at the place where he shows his unrequited love while I'm
Abused
I'm abused because I'm vulnerable.
I'm gullible.
I'm being taken advantage of.
I can't say no to people.
Though I have a monologue playing in my head
About what I'm going to say to people,
It never really does happen.
I hate myself because I'm frustrated.
Why am I so vulnerable?
Why am I afraid to say no?
Because just as I'm about to say it,
I'm abused again.
Just a Cliché
She had on just mascara, and I could tell because her eyelashes were extra long. No eyeliner, no foundation. Not even blush. Not even eye shadow. But she looked gorgeous, flawless, perfect. Her eyes were brown, dark brown, and she had a sparkle in them. Her lips were in the form of a smooth smile, and she had a dimple on her left side. I looked her up and down, and her figure was beautiful. She was perfect. I walked towards her and she kept her milk chocolate eyes on mine, and didn't move a step; barley breathing. Her hair was down to her neckline and dark brown, almost black and curly. It was beautiful. I moved a strand o
Cupid
When he isn't around, people are in love and are happy.
When he is coming, they argue about petty things.
When he is here, be breaks their heart.
When he leaves, all he leaves are two broken hearts and the words that say,
Cupid was here.
Hopeless Romantic
Reading novels, keeping distance from love 'cause I don't know how it's going to end.
I keep watching chick flicks or romantic movies, the one's that take your heart away.
You can't breathe after you've watched it because you love it so much it hurts.
When it comes to real life, I suck at it 'cause I don't know what to do.
But this time is different. I like someone, and I can do something right.
I talk, and so does he. I laugh and so does he.
I smile and he smiles at me.
I look at the sky but he looks at me.
He gives me compliments and I don't know what to do.
But now, he likes someone because I introduced him to h
Serenity
All the circles in a line are in the middle of serenity.
I watch over it, enjoying watching it sitting there peacefully.
As I watch, I ponder about how refreshing it would feel.
I go to the edge of serenity and dive in.
I feel it touch my fingers first, then my arms, then my hair, then my legs then my toes.
I take it all in.
I drown in it.
The only thing left of this beautiful serenity,
Is the ripples of my problems,
The ripples of my sorrows,
And the ripples of living
All left behind me.
And I drown in serenity while the ripples fade away.
Hands
I'm walking down the infinite aisle of cherry blossom trees all alone.
I'm watching couples interlace fingers feeling warmth,
When all I feel is a chilling breeze floating through the holes of my fingers.
I look down at my hand, singular and cold,
And I wonder about the day a pair of hands will close the empty spaces of my fingers and make my hands warm again.
As I wonder, I hope, I dream, I pray
That those hands will be there soon
Because I need them.
The road of cherry blossoms is about to end,
And I'm still by myself.
He's over there
He's over there he's at the place where she's sleeping while I'm tossing and turning without him.
He's over there he's at the place where she's surrounded by people while I'm feeling alone without him.
He's over there he's at the place where she has people who love her while I'm standing here, in the rain, unloved.
He's over there he's at the place where she has people she can count on while I have no one I can trust.
He's over there he's at the place where she has faith while I'm sitting here, hoping.
He's over there he's at the place where he shows his unrequited love while I'm
Abused
I'm abused because I'm vulnerable.
I'm gullible.
I'm being taken advantage of.
I can't say no to people.
Though I have a monologue playing in my head
About what I'm going to say to people,
It never really does happen.
I hate myself because I'm frustrated.
Why am I so vulnerable?
Why am I afraid to say no?
Because just as I'm about to say it,
I'm abused again.
Just a Cliché
She had on just mascara, and I could tell because her eyelashes were extra long. No eyeliner, no foundation. Not even blush. Not even eye shadow. But she looked gorgeous, flawless, perfect. Her eyes were brown, dark brown, and she had a sparkle in them. Her lips were in the form of a smooth smile, and she had a dimple on her left side. I looked her up and down, and her figure was beautiful. She was perfect. I walked towards her and she kept her milk chocolate eyes on mine, and didn't move a step; barley breathing. Her hair was down to her neckline and dark brown, almost black and curly. It was beautiful. I moved a strand o
Cupid
When he isn't around, people are in love and are happy.
When he is coming, they argue about petty things.
When he is here, be breaks their heart.
When he leaves, all he leaves are two broken hearts and the words that say,
Cupid was here.
Let you be reborn underneath your own bark
like a light hymn,
casting away concentric sadnesses,
huge violet birds!
Let you search beneath the cocoon silk kerchief
of the soul the cardinal point towards which
you're being called by vital breezes,
the changing kiss of reality!
A Voroneţ-blue string
should you put in your girl's hair, to you
herself the most intimate freedom obsession!
Deserted are the planets on which
coward peoples' dreams dwell..
Feeling the need of a the single love
I've prepared myself a sketch, clumsily,
on a May willow tree.
Then so many unknown sketches,
on a hawk, on a cloud, on a March rain.
Between number one and number two, my only infinite.
I sometimes sleep beneath the stars on a stack of hay
My apotheosis of thoughts in which I've gathered my maturity
turbid, cold, weird it is if I am haunted by the number one,
if barren solitude I am.
Hopeless helplessness of intuiting Tomorrow's voice
you're disease, you're mistake
and non-existance, you, insipid number one sharp
over-flowing of your perfection.
Dawn
The light is growing, it solidifies on the branches
Through morning's fire circle
The night's panther squeezes its last heresy.
A bud of light
lights up the stake of aspiration
in all of the sleep's statues
The anger of the paths is searching for me.
Current Residence: Candyland! deviantWEAR sizing preference: X-large Print preference: ?? Favourite genre of music: Pop Favourite photographer: idk Favourite style of art: classical Operating System: ? MP3 player of choice: iPod Shell of choice: idk Wallpaper of choice: ?? Skin of choice: ?? Favourite cartoon character: Bambi Personal Quote: Life is like a pearl, it's valuable and beautiful, but it's fragile :D
Appearance:
[] = You have blue/green eyes
[x] = You blush a lot
[x] = You 'giggle'
[x] = You're quiet
[x] = You say random silly things
[x] = You have a 'baby face'
[x] = You wear a more "down to earth" style of clothing
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too 'showy'
[x] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
Innocence:
[x] = You're a virgin
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal
[x] = You like to cuddle
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOT
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This is my first journal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D i'm so excited.. i have a new background... SEBASTIAN from BLACK BUTLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or Kuroshitsuji! :D love him! i'm in history right now.. :( but thats ok! soooo.... summer is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May 28th to be exact! I'M EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! and LETTER'S TO JULIET comes out today!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we have a school concert!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think this is the most excited i've ever beeN!!!
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